In the book “Night” by Elie Eiesel (1960), The Nazi concentration camp experience had serious influence on Eliezer. He lost his faith in the Almighty God, humanity and family. At one moment he confesses that he shall never forget those times which destroyed his God, soul and turned his dreams to dust (p.32). His mental, as well as physical, struggles within his soul and spirit compelled him to attain the strongest disbelief in God; he convinced himself that, shockingly, there was no God.
Eliezer worked tirelessly many times to save his dying soul and asked God to come to his rescue. He wanted to get out of his misery by constantly calling on God. As he did this without any physical results coming out, his faith grew weaker than ever before, day in day out. He even started to question the seriousness of his God if he did exist and actually heard his cries. “Why should I bless his name? …” (p.31). He got confused and wondered why God would let the Germans bring him down when he had all his faith in him. He said that his was not a case of denying God’s existence but a question of whether God served absolute justice in any way (p.42). When he thought about this, Eliezer attained the courage he needed to live, independent of God.
In another bitter twist of events, Eliezer’s faith in his own family faded away. When his sister, mother and he took separate routes from the camp, Eliezer’s hope of seeing them ever again diminished significantly. He knew that he was on his own and counted himself as a person with no family. “Men to the left! Women to the right…” (p.27). He had an old, feeble father. The father lacked the strength to enable him to survive under the unbearable conditions. He said to himself this: “It’s too late to save your old father …” (p.105). With what was going on, Eliezer believed, although had a feeling of guilt for not being in a position to help his weak father, that then was time for everyone to be on their own. He thought that every man had to struggle by himself without any expectations of some other person coming to help (p.105). This attitude made him lose his beliefs, trust and even hope of a good life with his own people. He chose to be on his own because he believed then that no one, including God, could help him or save him from his trouble and unbearable living conditions.
When his father was struck in his exact presence, he came to terms with the fact that losing life was not an easy thing. He regretted that he could not even do something to protect him. He lost his only father. A feeling of emptiness filled his heart. He then realized that living alone was not as easy as he had tried to imagine. He confessed that he no longer had any reason to live, or even struggle. He lost hope of living and the strength to survive the harsh realities that he was facing.